every sms from her really brighten up my day, just chat with me will ya??

Flashes and memory keep going across my mind, the times we had, the fun we shared, why you want to go??
We were very happy, we were planning to buy a ring, we were just about two celebrate our two years anniversary, why would this kind of thing happen to me??? Tell me why??? why must u do this to me??? i am trying so hard, i am trying really really hard, y must u still leave me???

u msged me: i will luv u more each second. i 12 marry u & b called 'mrs leow' i 12 spend rest of my life wif dear & start our happy family together. my love for has turned 2 madness!

This is wad u msg me on 19 april 23:51:52

i really can't find a reason y, i really love u, i know u love me alot...deep down inside.

i am abt to find an easy way out.....

What If I Let You Go???

Day after day time pass away
And i just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows i hide it inside
I keep on searching but i can't find

The courage to show, to letting u know
I've never felt so much in love before
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if i let u go i will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will i ever see you smiling back at me ?
How will i know if i let you go?

Night after night i hear my self say
Why can't this feeling just fade away?
These no one like you
You speak to my heart
Its such a shame we're worlds apart

I'm to shy to ask, I'm to proud to lose
But sooner or later I've got to choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

Once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if i let u go i will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will i ever see you smiling back at me ?
How will i know if i let you go ?

But if i let you go i will never know
Will i ever see you smiling back at me ?
How will i know if i let you go?

I Wanna Grow Old With You

I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

Ill get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

Ill miss you
Ill kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

Ill need you
Ill feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

This is what you have promised me, you love this song so much.

pls dun avoid me, no matter what baby girl will stay in my heart forever. I REALLY LOVE HER ALOT.REALLY.

I just want to be her good friend tts all. i am really scared.

Valerie Ng Wan-I, the girl that i love most deeply, has left me on the 25th of april 2009, she said she wants to be single, she said she dun have feeling for me anymore sometimes i dun even know why must she do this to me, i really love her alot y she does not even has any feeling for me? so suddenly? i am talking to myself right now, wtf i really dunno how to get over this i am going crazy, i really need her, i really need someone that i can talk to, i need someone to really care for me.

I am not asking too much now i just want to be really good friends with her thats all i want now.She is a good friend i dun wan to lose. Really i dun wan to lose her.

PS: I still love her alot, tts y i wan to be by her side..